The author reflects on their experience with the video game Trails in the Sky 1st Chapter, specifically the final boss battle. They initially felt confident about their ability to win, having reached the final confrontation after a long and leisurely playthrough. However, the boss proved to be a formidable challenge, and the author found themselves stuck in a cycle of frustration and avoidance, unable to commit to another attempt for over a month. This behavior was driven by a desire to avoid the disappointment of losing again and the fear of rustiness. The author eventually overcame their hesitation and completed the game, appreciating the satisfying conclusion and the emotional depth of the story. They conclude by expressing their regret for their initial hesitation and the time wasted, highlighting the impact of personal emotions and real-life obligations on their gaming habits.
